The recent me

First of all , school days are just around the corner.not much to shout really.it was indeed going to be a boring semester with I will be just following the motion of study and no enthusiasism at all. I just telling myself thati do not have the fire within me to study nowadays. Things really sucked out in my study currently. Deep down in my thought , I wonder why I lost the passion for study. Could it be lack of confidence , recognition or could it be bad environment influence or I want to let myself go out and join the workforce early ?Thats a question which is very complicated. If I were to look from different perspective , things didn't look as bad as I am currently look.what's goes up must come down . Example, an aeroplane have to begin to fly from the ground then to the sky and end at the ground again. It it is impossible the aeroplane always flying high on the sky .so same for our human life , you will not always in your peak.Also,good things always come with bad things I think . For instance , if we produce more graduate , there might be higher unemployment rate. Anyway ,let's get this straight . Let me just complete my advanced diploma and degree program in less than 1 and a half years to prove everyone especially to my family and close relative and repay their care to me too!