It's painful when you cannot share out your sadness with someone . So , I am calling out some friends recently to have a drink . I guess it will help reduce the sadness when hanging out with friends , plus I drink beer . Argh , dumb dumbass . I feel so freaking hurt ............
But , at the end , I'm just pretty sure that I'm going to move on and embrace the reality -to be better .
I want to be happy and enjoy my life . This is it !